I am having to move in with my elderly Mother. My Mother who is frail but still is independant i.e. she can dress, bath , & go to the toilet well she lost her Husband i.e. not my biological Father to Cancer. I wasn’t close to him, we did not get along. He was a jerk i.e. he was a drunk , drug addict he still smoked Marijuana up until he got sick and he was jealous of me even though I did nothing to deserve it. Most grown children are drug addicts & steal but their parents accept them. I’m none of that. I want to continue my education but that it might have to be online I’m hoping with God’s grace to open my own business. My Mother was an enabler, I never felt loved either. This Step father had psychiatric problems the whole time I’ve known him since I was 13. I’m much older than that now but when my Mother had this man who at the time was her boyfriend ( then foolishly later married him) He would get drunk & worse. Give you a hint he would act like a total guy!! He was also a narcississt. here at Mom’s home there are dozens of pictures of them everywhere about 1/2 dozen in the small house. Can’t stand it here. I need prayer & I need some active chrisitan young friends my age.