i Good Evening please all pray for my family Tonight as I sit here and start thinking what is going on in our lives I rethinking my family is in a stage where gossip wins For 2 years I haven’t spoken to a single member of my family When my step-dad passed away at home after being sick for about 2 weeks they never told me or ask me to come I wasn’t informed only afterwards my brother phones to inform me I was so brokenhearted I lost contact with them 2 years passed my mom phoned me just to ask how are you but nothing really about my dad or funeral or his sickness the day he passed nothing so after she phoned me I started talking and visiting them but I think I must disappear again my mom still treats me like a outsider my 3 susters gossip so much to one another from each other its working on me it feels like why did I pick up the phone that day I see a lot of envy, jealousy, hate and twist we as a family are actually very lonely My mom wasn’t there for me since I can remember I actually feels like the black sheep of the family Now my children my eldest son we are staying with them he is not married to this young woman but she was always so friendly and helpful now she is treating us like slaves and my son can never say thank you we are the slaves they treat my husband myself my daughter and her son like slaves she abused our furniture sit like a elephant on our couches and we must keep quite we buy the food we make the food we wash the dishes and she just eats and eats And we are not allowed to say a word we are so unhappy here My other son Morne is actually not allowed here he is still with that woman and just cannot get away from her he is still not working and very addictive to pain kills he sleeps his days in and out he visit our pastor every Tuesday but I don’t think he really open up what is really going on in his life My daughter and her son Jayden are very lonely And I don’t know what to do anymore Jayden’s Father doesn’t want to give a Sent to help with next year’s school fees or clothing he didn’t even pay his monthly payment for child support after he did received his salary on 15th already Claire is lonely but its like she cannot move on We are so very lonely God The my suster’s daughter Maryke Also the black sheep 2 daughters that is given her hell Father no one likes Maryke and I feel so sorry and sad for that mother her husband left her 13 years ago last born was 1 year old Maryke is bipolar and seeks help my mom and sister’s is always treating het like a child she is 36 years old dingle mom she is always saying that it’s better to be dead than alive GOD FATHER PLEASE HELP US IN THIS WORLD AMEN Sent from my Huawei phone